Omigod Omigod Omigod

I'm trying to keep from having a panic attack. I just read the syllabi for two of my classes. We'll be doing presentations. I hate this. I haven't even gone to class yet and I'm already thinking about dropping them. I can't let myself do this. I hate classroom presentations so much and these are 400-level classes with higher expectations. I know that I'm just feeling insecure and I should just trust my intellect here, but I can't help it. I feel like a child trying to fit in with the grown-ups.

I need to follow through and I need to do the best I can. This will be good for me, right? I'm not going to worry about writing deadlines for now. . . unless it's related to a class. Things just got interesting.